Welcome home! And yes - you are not alone! I cry each time. I cry now secretly as I read your post.
Last visit was a super experience, daughter was bigger, fun was bigger, full board, great weather, Disney Dreams. I still remember my last night show before we go - it was this feeling in my heart making me the most happy woman in the world and at the same time - the most sad one. I saw light tears in my man's eyes.
It's something I can not describe - it's simple happiness, love and peace in the heart!